For some time I think that time doesn't quite exist. If you live contemplating life, tears are butterflies that shine around you. Never think of giving up nor stop existing. Fears come when you're close to yourself, protecting yourself from life. If you open up to life and believe in what you're experiencing time is like space and you are living. Living controlled by others makes you afraid of your willing. Life is a strange place if you already experienced her by other hearts or minds... Absorbing from others it's the best way to understand that there's no boundaries between you and others. Life is full, and consciousness endless. So be willing to live beyond yourself.